I Need a Muse

Like the title says, I need a muse. Someone who will spark my creative flow and help me dive head first into my writing.

She needs to be a woman who will stimulate my soul in a way that only few have (plenty of women have stimulated me in other ways but that will be addressed at another point in time. I'm sure the perverts can hardly wait). Looking back on my interactions with those women one of the common qualities, aside from being beautiful, they've possessed is this calming ability over me. I'm instantly relaxed around them and at the same time in the best mood.

I'm in search of a muse because I'm trying to write a love story (I know, I find it amusing as well). This story is going to be a on grand scale with Hollywood/Los Angeles as its setting. She needs to help me find the passion that explodes out of these characters.

I've got ideas for some great sequences and the overall flow of the story but I just don't have the emotional connection to it yet (I'm also trying to not get into too many details as to not let my idea get stolen). I want the love between the two main characters to be something that everyone strives to find in their life.

I want girls to yearn for the main guy, but at the same time have him be a character that guys would want to be friends with. The girl will be desired by all men, but like the male character, she'll be accepted by other females. Plus, I want her to be Australian. Those accents melt my heart.

I've obviously thought about girls I've dated previously, hooked up with, had real strong feelings for but was a little too late in sharing them and pretty much any girl I thought would be good in bed. Those thoughts are good (sometimes really good) but they only get me so far in building that emotional connection. They ended for one reason or another (usually me running my mouth or being emotionally unavailable. They often coincided with each other) and it's hard to continuously build strong, romantic emotions on a relationship or fling that did not end well.

I should probably try meeting girls in places other than bars. One of my goals in life is to be able to say I met my wife at a bar but I think the frozen pizza section of Ralph's (west coast grocery store for those unfamiliar) would also be a nice spot to meet a lady. I know my family would be more accepting of her, also.

Getting back to the original point of the post. I need a muse. If anyone has any single, preferably beautiful, female friends in LA who are looking for a guy, send them my way. I'll try not to be a complete ass, I am trying to change after all, but my track record speaks for itself.

If she just wants to fool around that's fine with me too. I won't mind.